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[20 Apr 2005|09:00am] |
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L'Arc~en~Ciel - Kasou |
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( The Cure - Lullaby )
yeah, I like the song. I've been listening to that and Kasou all day pretty much which has put me in a very ~~~o.o~~~ mood and... yeah. I don't think I'll be on the computer much longer I'm going to spend time with ze family *gasp* and... voot. I typed up a paper with a few paragraphs on it for the wastern civ report, sifting stuff out is kind of hard though.
And I would like to continue to say Kasou is my absolute favorite song ever created. [followed closely by New World and several others, I'm sure, but Kasou will always be the top]
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[19 Apr 2005|11:37am] |
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Mum just called while she was visiting grandpa's grave and bob was yelling at her for crying and being on the phone. I would have flattened him if I were there, but there's really nothing I can do, so :\
Dad wants to take my siblings and I out so we aren't stuck in the house to "mope" and Sana is sick ,___, I think it may be because Tammy left and Sana really liked Tammy a lot, like she got along with Tammy better than she got along with Mum. It's kind of sad, but I never really liked Tammy and now I realy just hope she burns in hell because glakufytoieuyrkljgh and klguayerltkjhg and yeah.
But I spoke with Ashley and Kayla and they always put me in a good mood ^^" so I can deal for another day. :3 That and I've been on Gaia for the better part of my internet time, though I've also been reading the whole "era of disunity/sanguo" period in chinese history, and hopefully I'll have an outline done by today for everything. Hopefully. Because I'm really sick and tired of doing this thing. Maybe I shouldn't fuck around so much.
lol, oh yeah, and dad talked to me about having sex. That was a fun convo, like the birds and bees type speach, only different? @.o" it amused me XD
oh yes, and I have some songs for you, because I have them stuck in my head *x*
The Godfather OST - Italian Violin.mp3
Eagles - Deserado
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[18 Apr 2005|11:06am] |
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K's Choice - I'm not an Addict |
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I'm going to do the "everyone else is doing it thing" god I'm lame.
( L'Arc Pairing... oh yay )
and I've been listening to K's Choice this morning. I like them. Accompanied by some Zero 7, Fiona Apple, and Shena Ringo.
( K's Choice - Not an Addict )
I really like the song, I dunno. I actually, just like the girl's voice. Oh, and virgin state of mind for tali <3 I like this song too, not as much as the other though.
( K's Choice - Virgin State of Mind )
I've been trying to do my Western Civ report thing, and it's not really working. Too many people and events and stuffs going on.
My dad went to register the van and stuff because I guess tammy didn't do that. euh. Yeah, sou. At least that's done? He's really stressed out, but I'm not sure what I can do.
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[17 Apr 2005|01:48pm] |
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This is written for a friend, so it's in his POV. There seems to be a lot of break ups and dilemas going on, it's horrendous [thanks to tali for the spelling, :O]
get your stuff packed and get out don't forget to leave your key holding hands like in old movies I love you I love you I love you Don't forget me I didn't break you I tried to bend for you but all you wanted was to twist the other way and now you're crying because I let you go and now you're angry because you left me I hate you I hate you I hate you I wish I had never met you I may be the bastard but you play quite the bitch I fucked you one last time and then I let you go Get out Get out Get out I onliy loved you so much I'll sit here and remember holding hands like in old moviesI love you I love you I love you now leave.
it's very harsh, I'm aware, but whatever. I'm actually in a good mood, even though I'm in the middle of nowhere. I can't wait to get back to RI to infest my lungs with rich smog :3 superb. But you know, I've been contemplating moving with my dad seriously. I think it would be right, because I get to start fresh in a new school instead of dropping out. I may be a year behind, but you won't really be able to tell by my looks alone, and things are calm up here.
None of the big city mess. Nice. And no bob. No horrible drama. It would be a nice refresher. And beside, every tuesday in the winter there are feild trips to go skiing/snowboarding. How cool is that? Though my dad can be a badger at times, that's fine...
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| Love and Hate and War and Death |
[13 Apr 2005|07:06pm] |
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hm. I've been in an anti-mode.
Anti... everything.
Well, I've had fun feeling my brain leak out my ears from playing video games. My recent obsession is the whole, Romance of the Three Kingdoms now, sou of course I was playing dynasty warriors. I also tried to buy Sanguo Yanyi but that didn't happen because they expected 30$ for it. Damn big book to read too.
I don't know what the recent obsession with it is, I have to teach a class on it though, so the obsession is health at least.
I made some poetry, and talked to Julie and Jo. I'm happy about that. I want to get a band together again, but the recording studio wants like... what was it? 600$? I don't remember, so it's not worth it unless it's serious. Julie seems to like the idea, and is really positive about it, she's trying to prod Jo into singing because we all know he can do it.
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I got a call for an interview on thursday, but I don't feel like going because... I forgot I applied for the place that want me and I don't really like work there. >.< Fast food sucks.
I want to go out tomorrow. Someone, call me. Message me. I don't care. I want to do something
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| This is what life can be |
[02 Apr 2005|07:31pm] |
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304 gouhitsu, haha to sakura - Kyo |
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I gave thurston a collection of poetry for my term grade and you know, I thought I did a really good job on a lot of them. the first one, he shot down, the second one he liked, the thrid and fourth ones he skips and the last one got his attention, he wants me to "expand" it.... I'll post it
Thrown accross a tiled landscape
A scene of patience and grotesque
Scent of oil; rotting flesh
Palid hands cannot reach for help
And no mouth to call the crime
and personally, I think that one sucks and it could be so much better and I don't even know how to begin to "expand" it.
He also wants another chapter of the story I typed of the boy who goes to therapy. Thurston is a little insane, me thinks. But yeah. Whatever. It's okay I guess. And I have to email him for the stupid magazine shit that I don't want to be in.
Well, going on. I walked up and down medon road last night. And, that was a trip. I ended up breaking my toe, I'm not sure how, but it happened. I happened accross a cigarette and had that so, it was all worth while. For diner I had to steal fucking combos because I forgot cash, my stupid ass. It was fun though, untill the whole "what the fuck am I doing" phase kicked in and I realised how tired I really was.
sou, today I stayed home and found out someone fucked with my computer. That does not make me very happy. Here comes computaa-nerdo-ritchan to the rescue.
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| Friday, hoo ha |
[01 Apr 2005|06:16pm] |
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Irish Drinking Song - Flogging Molly |
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Well, hoping to go out with Lizz tonight becuase... well, I don't want to stay here. And it she doesn't call back I am going to cry cry cry and punch things. Or go out and.... not do the cry cry cry thing becuase.... crying kind of sucks.
mm. I brought special water to school today and it was fun and then I stole food from culture week like the sneaky asian I am and took hordes of it back to electric wing and we all got fat off french pastries and spanish shit/rice/salsa and portuguese crap and chinese food and italian bread. Matt Burbank stole a WHOLE FUCKING loaf of the shit and it was all @.@" ish and I made a bowl out of the bread no one else ate XD it was fun indeed.
hm.
yeah, sou. gunna get ready incase lizz calls. and if she doesn't, I'll walk around cumberland aimlessly like a bumbling alcoholic and curse at random people all in good fun.
but I really need a cigarette. fucking rabbit.
( my favorite heroine addict )
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| Media Whoring Taste Maximum HIGH |
[30 Mar 2005|06:34pm] |
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Puttin on the Ritz - Taco |
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and, I searched high and low for one song, but could not find it. But, I'll post my Media list anyway.
warning; if you go blind from any of my music choices, I am not accountable and it sucks to be you.
( Media WHORE )
If anyone wants anything; I'll give it to you [read: if I feel it's worth it]
but seriously, anything, I really have no problem sharing. I would like to find how to burn .mp3s NOT .m4a's or .wma's becuase, I want to burn my ectomorphed works and my diru remixes onto my computer for CD burning and the burner I use doesn't support .wma's or .m4a's.....
some of my music.... is really lame. I don't know why I never noticed that before. Seriously, I was scrolling down my list and saw all that ayu and gackt and death and @.@" and I nearly gagged. But, as everyone can obvioulsy see; L'Arc is my main feature. and; as Goryu pointed out; P'UNK-EN-CIEL - Butterfly's Sleep does not exist and I labeled it wrong when i was going through.
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| Babble Incohearently |
[30 Mar 2005|05:09pm] |
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RED .... [em] - Dir en Grey |
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( RANTYbitchyRANTdiedoom )
now that that's over with.
I made a new version of New World featuring Aki from SID. I realized the letters were filled pink a little too late and smacked myself in the side of the head. It's nothing special [duh] because my layouts suck ass.
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[28 Mar 2005|03:54pm] |
and I hate these survey things but Tali put my name in it, so, I figured I could do it. Not many hings, about music. So, at least it's not irrelivent.
( Tali made me do it [kinda] )
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| Io odio la Biblioteca |
[28 Mar 2005|09:35am] |
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Sì.
Io faccio.
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買ってきましたよ、NO。
「WITHERING TO DEATH」の 「Dir en Grey」.
He says 「よりちょっとポップになったかなぁ」? WHAT? Yeah. Okay. You're stupid. But, I suppose that's excusable.
After all, I didn't dress like a guy today. I woke up late and it was raining. Fuck the rain, fuck it up it's little wet non existant hole-like asses. Each little raindrop.
I tried to explain the plot of 「アノジャヘバン」 (probably spelled that wrong. Whatever.) to my mother and she asked me if I was high. No. Okay, the water. Don't let it in your ears >_<" it's evil and gives you aneurismes and you BLEED out places you shouldn't be bleeding out of and it's not wise to let the water enter your ears and stay away from the water and it's not really water it's people from the future who turn into water(?) and get into your brain and tell you to kill people and BAD.
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and other than that... yeah. I'm not going to be on the computer so much today, little kids need a bus moniter after all. hm. They're okay. they aren't the annoying kind of little kids and they don't quite mouth off yet so, for getting paid 8.45 and hour, I can deal. and beside, that little Adam kid I sit with is too cute. He was staring at my picture of hyde the other day and was like "Whozat?" and I was like "uh, Adam." and he's like "What?" all confused. I had to explain it was a character named Adam that Hyde played and he makes the little "ooooo" face and it was surprisingly cute.
Okay, the kid listens to SID, Shena Ringo, L'Arc~en~Ciel, and Dir en Grey with me. He's definantly cool XD He really wants me to burn him a CD of all these songs. I'm going to try and keep it nice, I don't want an 8 year old going home and his parents worrying becaue he's listening to Japanese death music.
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| mah-va-lous. |
[27 Mar 2005|04:59pm] |
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I love the stupid fucking louts who get in my way walking at a pace my dead and rotting Grand-dad could beat them at. (No offense grampa, I love you, really.) But, I had a nice time reliving the day Julie and I went to Prov Place and the whole "Excuse me, stop breathing on me and I DON'T SPEAK THE AFRO CHINK BUCHI, OKEI?" yeah.... hm.
And, I bought Dir en Grey's new album "withering to death" nice. I could have bought you know, something useful but, no. I felt like buying packaged death in the form of Kyo's voice ^_^ oh yay. No, that's not nice. Not the death bit, but the Kyo bit. I love Kyo, really. He's not all bad. He has a nice voice when he means to. And Die is awsome sou, yeah. Off topic now. I was ranting, that's right.
People need to burn in hell.
And I'm one of them as of now; because tomorrow I am dressing like a man and I get 60$ if I convince 20 people I am indeed, a man. Or at least a transvestite. I suck. I should be shot. Right now. Please. <3
And, I've been trying to get into other music because, after listening to New World on repeat for 2 days, I'm almost feeling like I'm bored of L'Arc, which must not happen. Sou, nothing but SID, Dir en Grey, and Antique Cafe for a little while now.
And onto other things NOT having to do with Japan (*gasp*) I'm dropping school. Yay. I didn't talk to the father figure yet. I must. I know what he'll say, which is why I don't want to talk to him. My mom is under the impression Tammy doesn't care, and my mom doesn't have a "orblem" with it as long as dad says yes. So as of now my future involves a) blowing a whistle at cars while children cross streets, b) "no, we don't have that in stock" and c) MORE COMPUTER.
I can feel my brains leaking out my ears. fun. I could join a band or something. Drumming anyone? I have those "LYK3 MaD YOSHIkI SKi11Z!" (again, shoot me.)
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| Still here. |
[21 Mar 2005|08:42am] |
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I have Loreley stuck in my head. really, just the "forever lailalala" yeah. I nedd to smack myself. Testing for the Juniors is going on. I bought this movie called "good by mr. cool" but it's in Cantonese. It was sad and made me cry at the end ,_____, even though the subtitles were only in traditional or simplified chinese and the dubs were in cantonese or mandarin. It was sad. It was. And yeah...... ,_____,
I miss a lot of people, but I'm too... i dunno. Don't want to go back online yet. I made a new Icon Set for LJ. I'll buy a paid account again when I get home from school and maybe I'll set it up to my new icon set. It's pretty and I made borers around the icons and made them look all nice. I feel special. yeah. My kagen no tsuki still hasn't come yet. My dad is paying child support now. My mom has two jobs. I think we might be getting a lot more money soon. I'm happy.
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| Morning hides it all |
[19 Mar 2005|06:17am] |
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oo. feel like SHIT this morning :) how wonderful, ne? I'm sure it'll get better. Rizzo made perogies.
( Survey thing )
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| Living well enough |
[18 Mar 2005|02:50pm] |
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Ashley's still moving stuff in. Funfun.
I havn't been around a while. I'm going out with Tom tomorrow; Ame is coming up on June 25th; Going ouy with John today. Seems the group is talking again. It gives me a feeling like... home away from home. Makes me think the world isn't so bad after all. I'm excited. This is the first time I've been on the computer in a while....
I'm sorry to everyone who misses me or whatever. I'll be on soon enough to talk to all of you. I miss you guys.
saa.
have a new layout and a new icon. Both of Adam. I like the layout.
Got hit(ish) by a car. the guy got out and started like, freaking out and I just kept walking, then I realized how much it really did hurt a day later. I've broken too many things this week; and my Kagen no Tsuki still isn't here. Yeah, I broke my mirror last night because bob took away my phone and a bat got in the house and everyone was scared sou I had to catch it and all I wanted to do is sleep. =_="
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Didn't sleep much, but I feel great. Actually, I havn't felt this good in a while. Maybe I just had to get something out of my system. yeah, that could be it.
Also, romanized the Lyrics to New World that were posted on Pieces. I feel... so not accomplished. >_<
New World
ここにある確かなリアリティ
振り返る昨日なんてくだらない
途切れない空をどこまでも
影さえも映らない世界へ
喧騒に紛れて届いた覚醒の声
闇を裂いて 溢れ出した 光つかみ掲げろ
I'm awaking in the New World
その手を伸ばしてくれたら
今すぐ君を連れて行ける
誰よりも高く 浮かんで 手に入れた 無重力地帯へ
開放の秒読み気づいた 覚醒の声
研ぎ澄ました翼広げ 風を集め飛びたて！
暴れる鼓動 時を越えて響け
I'm awaking in the New World
歪む残像溶けて流れていく 描く軌跡は空を貫いていく 終わらない上昇
闇を裂いて 溢れ出した 光つかみ掲げろ
戻れていたこの瞬間繋げ
君がくれた 声を抱いて 高く高く 羽ばたく
こぼれる未来 まぶしいくらい注ぐ
I'm awaking in the New World
and, the romanization,
New World
kokoniaru tashika na riaritei
furikaeru kinou nantekudaranai
togireru nai sora wodokomademo
kage saemo utsura nai sekai e
kensou ni magire te todoi ta kakusei no koe
yami o sai te afure dashi ta hikatsu kami kakage ro
I'm awaking in the New World
sono te o nobashi tekuretara
ima sugu kimi wo tsure te ike ru
dare yorimo takaku uka nde teniire ta mujuuryoku chitai e
kaihou no byouyomi kidu ita kakusei no koe
togi suma shita tsubasa hiroge kaze wo atsume tobi tate !
abare ru kodou toki wo koe te hibike
I'm awaking in the New World
hizumu zanzou toke te nagare teiku egaku kiseki wa sora wo tsuranui teiku owa ranai joushou
yami o sai te afure dashi ta hikatsu kami kakage ro
modore teitakono shunkan tsunage
kimi gakureta koe wo dai te takaku takaku hane bataku
koboreru mirai mabushiikurai sosogu
I'm awaking in the New World
yeah, I'm kinda stupid so these may not be right, but I did my best o.o" *avoids being beaten up by hiding*
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This is why I don't like staying up untill odd hours. I remember now >_< euh
like, it's that lowlowlow feeling, not like it was caused by anything but, just... low. No energy to really do anything, but not really... I dunno.... It feels like I'm useless, It's like, all the walls I put up during the day just come crashing down and down and burn and fldkajfghlakjfhguir and @.@" and I'm just left to say "well, that sucks" and stare at the wrekage and do nothing. My mom says it's depression, or anxiety but, I don't think so. Maybe I just refuse to believe it. It's a lot easier anyway. But sometimes, I don't know. I can't really explain it.
And lately, I've been feeling ... stuck. I tried to do the whole... no computer thing but, I realized I don't have anything else to do. What am I going to do? sit in my room and wallow? no. I don't think so. at least the annoyance of the computer takes things off my mind. So, I tried to stay away and I failed and now I'm acting how I didn't want to and being all social and stuff to cover up the fact that sometimes I just feel like total shit, if that. It' gotton rediculous. I'm trapped and I don't know if I'll be able to get away. pft.
and even morerediculous, I was talking to tali, she didn't even do anything and for some reason one word from her and I'm feeling all like... lower than I ever though I could possibly get and she didn't even do anything @.@" I'm just messed up I think...
I should be at a party right now.. but I'm stuck.. in the middle of nowhere...
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lol. heard go-kun's voice post things. nice. XD
euh. My phone service cut out yesterday, not cool AT ALL. I have service back now, but not enough for AIM to work which sucks. My dad taught me how to you MS DOS or whatever and I got my D drive to work properly. We then watched Seista together because I told him it was cool XD and then we watched Evil Eye, and then he forced me to go outside in the snow and, sadly, I did have a good time. yeah.
I love Lyn's new hair cut. Lyn, it's gorgeous, I wanna eat it X3
yeah... sou....
I wanna do a voice post XD but... it would be insane. I'll ask my dad later If I can use his mic. If I remember XD >_>
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| Bilingual Education |
[08 Mar 2005|09:09am] |
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It is found quite frequently, most bilingual children have a hard time reading in their second language. While they may seem more natural in comunicating, their self confidence is usually very poor, and their reading skills suffer. This is especially problematic in places where ESL teaching is hard to come by, not very well enforced, or not taken seriously. American school systems have very good ESL programs until around 5th grade where, most children are either dropped from the program or the program seems to fade, most of these children are put into Reading, fundamental high school classes, or a Resource class. where they don't really belong.
So the question would be; Is Bilingual Education really better? Or is it worse? Do the children benifit, or does it only hinder them?
My opinion would be baised, since I was bilingual; I was told. So I need other opinions...
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[05 Mar 2005|09:42pm] |
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I really..just don't care anymore.
I'll be gone for a while.
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I guess I'll sing Kuchizuke later today, after seeing the karaoke section on pieces. yeah ^^" vootness?
and, my MP3s keep multiplying =_=" wtf.
( MP3 list )
oh yeah, and for all those intrested, I put up the site for the comic. It's not exactly done, but the character and gallery sections are upish... >_<
Valse de la Lune
oo. and, finally got ahold of hide TRIBUTE SPIRITS album. ^x^ favorite songs were, of course, LUNA SEA covering Scanner, Oblivion Dust covering Genkai Haretsu (I was surprised, Ken Lloyd does a good job emulating hide) and kyoxTETSU covering Tell Me. ^x^ it's a nice album~ it was the first time I heard I.N.A.xPataxHeath - CELEBRATION [ft hide], it's a nice tribute album ^^ all the covers were pretty good... just didn't like Cornelius' cover of Pink Spider. But, whatever ^^
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Talked to Gokun last night, it was fun, but my phone was near dead so it cut out and I went to sleep in the sadliness XD
posted a little on Pieces and put the December 2004 edition of Arena37c up on Sekiray. Yep. Talking to Tokiyasan and Gokun now actually. X3 I'm so bored though. I stayed home from school today which probably wasn't a good move.
I have a doctor's apointment later today. They need to test my blood some more. That will be fun. ^x^" and a psychical too. I don't mind so much. Dr. Lee is pretty cool. I want her freckles *x* I shall take a picture of her and show you her cute freckles XD
I colored two pictures last night. yepyep.
( Colors! )
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[02 Mar 2005|06:30am] |
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*BOOSHES rinoa over and over because she's mean, not me*
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I hope Ashley is in school today.
I think I'm going over Kayra's house today. To work on the comic. I was trying to make a layout for the website yesterday but I ended up being really tired and fell asleep...
Rinoa is mean >_> meanmeanmeanmeanmean and she should apoligize for makeing my CRY. >_<
I'm hungry... but kayra will yell at me if I start eating 2 minutes before the bs.
damn school.
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NO I DID NOT DRINK TEA TODAY, OKAY YOU STUPID SHOW OFF.
=_=
I dislike Sebastian. I figured, hey, he's chinese! He can help me with Chinese names but noooooooooo. That stupid prick of a stupid tiny ass pathetic excuse for a eugh.... *rips hair out*
=_=
... did I drink tea today? wtf. Sebastian, you're DUMB. >_>
saa.... I should just give up. =_= how pathetic, I don't know what name origins are. Do you know how hard it was to come up with a British sounding name? x___x I should have just used my adopted name "whitnall" instead of searching for a cool one >_<. And "Lacroix" was the only french name I knew >_< and I should have paid more attention in my Mandarin class... we even chose names in chinese and everything and I don't even remember mine =_=
I'm a loser.
I'm going over Kayla's house today though; working on the comic. voot. She's going to Ink and draw the scenes and I'm going to draw the characters with my mad insane skillzorz.
yeah, there's going to be yaoi in it I guess XD or allusions to it (is that the right word) but it's definantly going to be smutty in parts. vootvoot. Ashley is responsible for the story's lovely relationships, sou you know it's gunna be fucked up. But, that's allright.
Something like... Kazutaka and Alex are gay and then alex hit up Lorelai and likes the ass and then Kazutaka is gay with Noah but, Noah's a coke head and doesn't really care if he's hitting a guy or a girl, then Lorelai moves onto Noah and Noah likes the ass from Lorelai better than Kazutaka and Kazutaka is sadly and Vanessa has a big crush on Kazutaka but is too busy oogling all the pretty boys to start a relationship and Ren is just like "yo... why are all these people so weird for?" and little french girl is asexual and Alex is a whore and yeah @.@"
thank you ashley for messing up my brain @.@
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| The Downfall of my fandom ,___, |
[25 Feb 2005|08:34am] |
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After downloading tons of Fayray; I am feeling fufilled.
and I swear, it they were so in boogieman XD Rizzo wouldn't let me stay till the end of the credits. XD
"guy in background #2 Ken Kitamura"
I can see it now XD
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[21 Feb 2005|02:34pm] |
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Why is it, every time I do anything bob doesn't like, he wants to take MY phone?
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I don't understand at all.
But you know, it doesn't matter because, I'll be away from him in less than half a year. I think I can hold out untill then. I hope I can at least. It would be a great blow to my ego if I don't have enough resiliance to just hold out. even if that means living in my room untill I move out. whatever.
<3
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| Party? oh no... =_= |
[20 Feb 2005|09:29am] |
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well, good news bad newsish kind of thing
Good news is, I'm leaving canada today.
Bad news is, I have to go to some type of party @.o
Good news is, I have a job
Bad news is, I only get paid every other week.
Good news~
I'm getting a domain name and I'm going to help pay for Pieces' new Tracker and Mizzie said she would affiliate my site with pieces. I am going to try to make a d/l site with my friends Ayaka and Makiko of just L'Arc stuff. Ayaka said she'd scan and send any news of L'Arc she heard, because, she's just as obsessed as the rest of us and, Makiko said she'd rip anything new she heard on radio or TV @.o
... I love my friends XD sou, I'll have a site for just the musical aspect of L'Arc, because... I can't keep up with News and Pictures and Bois and everything else that goes into a fansite @.o I tried once, I failed mizerabley. It sucked ass. yeah.
well, I have another long car ride ahead of me. This time, Nik is driving the whole way down and we're taking the crap-mobile. At least we have a CD player and MP3 player ^x^ and it'll just be me, Nik, Luke, and Lys. So, that's good *_* no screaming kids... unless Luke throws a fit. In which case we will throw all his Vo Vo Tao CDs out the window and lock him in the trunk.
I can't wait to get these staples out of my head @.o I wne t out sledding and I nearly died because snow got in my hat and was touching them and it was REALLY cold... doctor said they only have to be in for 2 more days *_*
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